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TOP 10

Top ten favorite foods:

1.Steak
2. Mac N Cheese
3. Cheeseburgers
4. Mashed Potatoes
5. Corn
6. PB&J
7. Spaghettio's
8. Big Boy Spaghetti
9. Popcorn Chicken
10. Chicken Sandwich

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Top ten movies

1. Wedding Crashers
2. Stewie Griffin: The Untold Story
3. All 3 Matrix's
4. All 3 American Pie's
5. Old School
6. 40 Year Old Virgin
7. Road Trip
8. Anchorman
9. Office Space
10. Pirates of the Caribbean

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Top ten TV shows

1. Family Guy
2. Aqua Teen Hunger Force
3. The O.C.
4. South Park
5. American Dad
6. The Simpsons
7. Malcom in the Middle
8. Lost
9. Desperate Housewives
10. Mind of Mencia

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Top ten stores

1. Best Buy
2. FYE
3. Pac Sun
4. Hot Topic
5. Brookstone
6. Champs
7. Lids
8. Kohls
9. Circut City
10. Sears

ABOUT YOU

Basics:
START TIME 1 :25 a.m.
Name: Alex
Age: 18
Birthday: June 18th 1987
Siblings: Brother & Sister
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Hazel

This or That
Dog orCat: Cat
Pasta or PB&J: PB&J
Apple or Pear: Pear
Pepper or Salt: Neither
Rock or Pop: Punk* Rock
Rain or Sunshine: Sunshine
Thunder or Lightning: Lightning
Blue or Green: Green
Red or Purple: Red
Orange or Yellow: Orange
Boots or Flip Flops: Flips
Summer or Winter: Summer

When was the last time you:
Took a shower: about 3 hours ago
Closed your eyes: can't
Kissed someone: Sat. , hopefully soon again tho
Cried: today
Hugged: sat.
Yelled: sat.
Gotten an A on something: uhhh recently
Read a book: will tomarrow
Got Grounded: few years
Eaten Fish: few years
Passed notes in class: never

Friends:
Craziest: Mel
Tallest: John
Shortest: Mel
Youngest: Mel
Oldest: Ryan
Prettiest: Melanie
Angriest: John
Nicest: Mel
Meanest: John
Most likely to succeed: John
Most likely to cry on your shoulder: Mel
Coldest: uhh
Friendliest: Mel
Most likely to live in a Mansion: John

Favorites:
Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate Fudge Brownie
Book: The Giver
TV Show: Family Guy
Movie: Wedding Crashers
Thing to do: Kiss Mel
Sport: Football
Shoe: Etnies
Style: Punk I guess?
Type of clothing: whatever feels good
Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown
Place to be: In Mels Arms
Type of Food: Steak

Ending:
Were you bored: yes
Do you want this to be over: yes
Was it fun: i guess
Do you REALLY want this to be over: yes
Okay, its over
END TIME: 1:34

well there you go, some basic info on me now a days...I'll leave with one of my favorite quotes of the moment from one of my favorite bands off my FAVORITE CD of all time...

Doctor I don't know what im gonna do
I need this song to be shouted out
And to be heard by everyone
Its like each word and every chord refuses to be ignored
This is bigger than me
But with no hands and even less skill
I don't know how it ever will come out

Doctor I think it's her I hear
It's always been
But if this pain can be arranged
In such a way to bring out beauty
Then, well, who am I to stop it?
I'll bring her back and I won't stop until it's done
Until this nightmare's undone
I need her

Last call at the hospital
You slept through it all
And these four walls warn you
That your surgery, it might not be the key
To fix the memory of you and me

I need her
I need this

amazing isan't it?

Well last thing to say is I love you Melanie! I miss being able to just come over if I wanted to, but ya know, this is ok, this can be good if we let it! I love you, you love me, you will see soon with how hard you are trying that things will be great and more then worth it.  Just stay true, loyal, honest, and in love with me and I will do the same...I love you more then anything...

leave some...so I can see if this is worth my time, if anyone even reads it

I love u Melanie

Like mel said, no regrets, cause i wouldn't change a thing cause then things wouldn't be like they are now...but did make big mistakes...and i am sorry for all of them to whoever I hurt...

neways...started my workout plan since I am fat.  I weighed 198lbs as of 2/7/05...and now at 2/9/05 I weigh 194lbs...doing good so far...by 3/28/05 i wanna weigh 180 for Mexico...so I look half as good as my sweetie...I love u Mel, your SO beautiful...no girl in the world compares to you...

Well been working on MoRe new lyrics...here is a free sample for all you punk rock loves:

It’s 10:56,

It’s not easy to say this,

I miss you girl…

We shouldn’t be apart,

You hold the key to my heart,

Please let us go back to the start…

…just let me say…

We’re best friends, but that’s not it,

All day I think as I sit,

Think of you and me together,

We will be in love forever.

Girl you came to me in my dreams,

Things are better in reality,

So let us go back to what we used to be,

And we’ll be in love and happy.

there yea go...well let me no what u thik of those lyrics and any suggestions for a cool band name!

well Lost is on so i'm out...peace

I LOVE YOU MELANIE

Currently Playing Anthem By Less Than Jake Motown Never Sounded So Good see related

sometimes it just kinda freaks me out thinking about losing her...ya no?

I don't just mean breaking up...of course i am always scared of that...of me messing up...or her messing up...but also like car crash...sickness...ya no...what if one day i blinked and she was gone...I hate thinking about it, but I do, all the time..its my biggest fear..of any fear...losing her...cause id be losing part of myself, the biggest part of myself...along with her...

When i tell her I love her, i mean it more then anyone else has ever said it...i want her to be happy because thats the most important thing to me, and I will always give her my best and be there for her to support her in anything she asks, she is the most important thing to me, and i hope I am to her to......When I tell her I love you, i want it to mean she is a part of me, and that I am a part of her, and no matter what happens in this world we'll be together forever, sharing our lives and our happiness....

I love you Melanie

Well...i am gonna play some guitar now...leave some comments for damn sakes people!, peace

Hey, nothing much up here...really bored...really upset...3rd year in a row I wanted to go to the Auto Show and didn't get to go...fucking snow, i hate it so much.

Almost crashed going to Mels the other day, all of a sudden this guy like 5 cars up on the highway slammed his breaks, and probably liek 15 cars hit eachother and the car in front of me turned 180 degrees so i could see the kid and he slid backwards into a van...LUCKILY i am a great driver and was borrowing my moms 4 wheel drive Escape...it was tight

new song I am working on...

Water under the bridge,

That’s where you need to go,

Drown yourself and your sorrows.

I hope you don’t live,

To see another day,

So you can’t ruin another life,

with your sick games.

its a work in progress...probably terrible...that came to me randomly sitting with Mel the other day, nothing against you hunni, u no i love u and would never wish harm on you.  Id take all the pain in the world so you wouldn't feel any...

Well don't have any plans today...we won our 1st soccer game. 7-5.  I had 4 goals and 2 assists.  Ernst had a tight goal off one of my passes.  Him and Bergman could be the worst soccer players ever, but they helpped a shitload since we started the game 4 on 5.  So far this year I have 10 goals and 3 assists in 3 games...not to bad...

Well i guess I will be going now...I think im gonna play some guitar and watch a movie since im bored and have nothing else to do...

I love you Melanie...so much

Peace

It doesn't matter how many times you fight, how many times you disagree, as long as you stay loyal, true, honest, and caring your love will last forever. 

My love for Melanie will last because she means more to me then anything...ever...its amazing you can have these feelings so strong...i could have never imagined love being so amazing...I love you Melanie, so much, it won't change, i don't have to do a love/hate/wish list because i have everything I need and could want or wish for and there is nothing I hate...things i dislike but u gotta deal with dislikes sometimes...I love u so much

Amanda, i am glad we are friends again.  even tho we arnt gf/bf same thing as i said about.  as long as we realize we are gonna fight things will be fine.  we only fight because we both love melanie more then ourselfs and we want what WE think is best for her, which when u really look at it what she really needs is us, together helping her thru.

I got a call from the Grand Valley football coach's secretary today saying the coach WILL call me soon and it was just to let me no to expect the call.  It would be so cool to kick there. 

Christmas is almost here! i've spent like $300 on people this year...crazy...over $100 on my special lady! she deserves it tho.

Well I am gonna go finish watching the Lions and see if they can actually play a whole game. 

I love you SO much Melanie